i woke early today, a sudden wake.

i think maybe in my mind tells me i should go work early, finish the job and end early so that i can meet louistoh. or maybe its the stress acting up on me.

i keep having this “dont lose yourself” phrase in my mind for the whole time i’ve been awake. i have no idea why. and i link it to many things. random random.

i love daddy & mummy. i feel infillial. damn.  )’:

and i feel i sucked as a friend. (N)

i realise how long i abandon here. and i realise, the older i grew the more brief my blog post were and the longer i will take to update my blog.

several of my weekends lots of it are filled with lots of loves by boyf. am very touched by his gesture all the time though we might quarrel real badly, but we know we love one another deeep deep. never be mad with each other till you forget why you love them.

he forced me to eat gelare last week !

last week, when boyf didnt book out. i went to meet old friends <3

woodgrovers , except for one. haha

the ladies !

i think this pic is cool. HAHA. oh guess whos hand was that?

me like this drink !

i think its lyun who caught me on camera !!

as for saturday , i run the shows “getai” as what lyun says cause i attend 2 birthdays and the time clashes and one is in woodlands the other in town ! so i have to try to rush to both sides b4 they cut their cake its terribly tiring !

i had fun in both birthdays , catching up with one another ! and as for jason’s i think its damn funny how i woke him up and the feeling of gossip girls shows. the houses and everything. HAHA its cool seriously.

which maid will you choose? HAHA

the roof-top jacuzzi shiokkk

the birthday boy !

me and my fav type of egg ! its buffet FTW !!

and one of the fateful wednesday, someone turns 20 !

guess what they doinggggg, okay quite obvious. but whose?

its, “moi ish seb seb seb” birthday ! haha

thinking hard for the wish !

and how could i forget about my poly great mates !!!

fav <3

R and R <3

yeah and i always feel weekends are the best ! i used to think the opposite as i used to study full time and work part time – need to work weekends [WHOLE DAY] .

and sometimes during work, i feels that the most simple thing aint the simplest. Instead it was the most complex. Meetings , procedures blah blah blah to solve a ’simple’ thing. i think work drove everyone to think that way. a simple thing aint simple.

im counting down once again. woah ! and its late! i must sleep. say goodbye to nov soon !

i hate festive season somehow except for the public holidays, its a good time for the retails to have increment in their business but sometimes i find it overrated. must we really celebrate them? like xmas, new year etc. they make it till if you dont celebrate, you feels kinda weird, cranky and lonely. well, thts for me at least. maybe i should try not to celebrate them this year.

xoxo.chuck bass is cool, i wanna be that rich. HAHA.

i still thinks this is the best grp photo ever and i love this pic very very much

i’ve paid the upfront course fee today ! am in heavy debts , but i am very positive of my future. ((: but not yet confirm i get in yet, need wait 2 weeks !

i went dental the other day, and i have <1k to paid for. am glad.haha. still couldnt believe i’ve paid them all by myself. including many other expenses. i deserve a pat on my shoulder ! woohoo.

went for a litttttttttle really littttle shopping with lyun today after paying the fees. bought something for mum. when i gave it to her she was smiling from ear to ear.

another thing, some buttons fall off my skirt. wanted to sew. end up mum helped me. (: me love her long time. and i helped her to put the thread into the needle.

and she said ,

“like how i used to help grandma to put in the thread when im young.”

awww. its like someday when i grow old and say the same thing too. grandma isnt ard for quite some time already but i bet mum missed her all the time. she did mention about her every now and then. ):

oh did i mention? last saturday i had fun !

i managed to get car, and i drove my 1st passenger cum fav passenger around. and we went to find my bestfriend , willy ! hoho and some others. okay i admit i sucked at parking.  didnt want to risk scratching it too. so i ask them to park everytime we stop our cars. LOL.

chilled. and had breakfast with some pals before heading back. its time to pass another TP !! hehe.

anyway, something to share with everybody, for those working keep in mind, for those who are not, something for your future !

office hazards you should know !

Hazard #1: Sitting too long

Hazard #2: Eating at your desk

Hazard #3: Breathing bad air

Hazard #4: Having a cluttered desk

Hazard #5: Your boss

lastly,

gotten this from lyun’s blog.

my boyf is one ! so that makes me a lucky girl (:

I wonder y so little of my friends are using Twitter! I’m blogging using my itouch now. I got lots of gd and bad news but the bad have bigger impacts so Im kinda nt in a v gd mood sigh. Alright need to go will blog agn. Gn world. I need my friends this very moment……………

sometimes I wonder whos viewing my blog.

kay, randomness.

what goes ard comes ard

am really happy at genting tho

btw, finally its November. i seriously hated this year. some mistakes i made couldnt be salvage, mistakes i made tremendously changed most people life. including , mine. blame my stupidity.but the very person whos enjoying the happiness out of this, i _________________ . (:

though i wasnt that unhappy right now, but still i am. i’ve regretted. but i hated the fact that i couldnt do anything. no matter how much i’ve tried. they dont care anyway.

i miss boyf. i seriously hope everything is fine.

and thanks joce ! for sending me to and fro here and there. am seriously touched man.

ethan wanna dance !

just like how lyun wanna dance

need these, soon. kay aint really a drinker. hehehe just like to drink and chill

and btw….

these are the best moments i had in sentosa with them

*misses.

was reading the horoscope and discussing with yunyun. we were totally shocked with the things that were mentioned.

but somehow, it come to pieces that our life was written long ago. we were all discovering it right now. and of all people, i met all of you , the people in my life. be it how little we talked, how much we hang out together , fate simply brought us together.

from astrologyzone,

As November opens, you may feel a new sense of peace. Saturn has officially left Virgo, and although this tough love planet will be back in April for a 14-week stint, you will now enjoy a newfound sense of confidence and strength. You should feel proud, dear Virgo. You’ve walked the gauntlet and met many challenges. You may have suffered health difficulties, relationship nightmares, and a whole range of other situations you probably never thought you would have to face.

if you really know me, if you really knows whats really had gone thru, you will really know my life have been hell for the past few mthssssssss. i may seems normal but aint not aint not ! but now i see this. im feeling relieved. hahah.

love my weekends with bf and friends. <3

really glad that some of them turned up though i asked them quite last minute !

me love this people ! this was taken long ago, in year one. haha and im happy i saw most of them during sat ! <3

okay me need slp. hehe.

and i pray for boy.he will be uncontactable…… ):

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i’ve read a few mags saying the same thg.

“our moods  are influenced by those around us” – a study by Harvard.

so people should start smiling yeah. be happy so that people around you could ‘absorb’ those happiness !

finally, after much tolerating i waved my first white flag.

maybe i wasnt that competent, am really that stupid and is a damn slow learner.

argh. i got a huge dressing down, with lots of insulting words and i feel i definitely DONT DESERVE THAT. and that makes me , determined and stronger i’ll make sure i prove them wrong.

i doubt any of us could tolerate in this sort of environment not to say even to stay for so long. argh.

i even went back to work on sat, just so that i could have my peace and really fully understand. work smart , and not always necessary work hard. bet im working hard and not working smart. ):

damn, i miss boy. i had hell lots of fun on sat !

my bfs. (bestf and boyf)

this 'clown' really knows how to act, you should how he scares the ppl.

boyf gave a surprise and brought me to night safari together with my yunyun. then after tht we went to han’s to eat ! haha cuz i got cravings. and lastly for our long wanted picnicccccccc@sentosa. who says picnic must be in daytime ! :p

the guys happily playing "orh ya bei ya soon"

while me and yun enjoyed the breeze and eat chips

sundayyyy, went prawning with jocejoce and yunyun again. <3

lastly, i drove yun ard singapore after that, without my louistoh. HAHA. coolness i felt. and i drove my louistoh and yun home while they slp soundlyyyyyy. ME LIKE. BOY LIKE TOO. AND I BET YUN LOVES IT TOO. hahahah. k i know i sounded like “mountain tortoise” .

k goodnight all. me love weekends ONLY.

why bother buying a club in a hotel when you could just buy a hotel ? – chuck bass

gossip girls ! xoxo. me love this phrase.  have been circulating in my brain for quite some time. if only i am THAT rich. haha. but like L says, when u envy , u will tend to work towards it. yeah AM WORKING TOWARDS IT ! hehheeh kay i know i am still far from it.

but that doesnt means i couldnt , i read an article about this guy, damn i forget his name who right now own lambo , bmw and one car i forget which. starts from scratchhhhhhhhhhh. alright ? so it doesnt means right now i am far from it i wun get it.

dont look down !

i know its damn dead. im just too busy to update. but here it goes !

“when you envy others, you tend to work towards it “
L

firstly, it was my birthday, then a week later it’s jocelyn’s. after that was our genting trip. also countless shoppings,movies and clubsss in between.

oh did i mention, boy and his family gave me a surprise ! hehe its so heartwarming.

argh, am 20 now

thanks for the wishes, the presents and the loves.

one of the days, we gave joce a surprise. i brought the cake that i went to buy previously onto her car without her knowing. HAHA. im good.

girls bedroom talk is kinda heartwarming. overnight , we became even closer friends (:

i didnt get enough rest aft that my last post? i shopped with lyun on monday after work, next day was celebration for jocelyn’s birthday with the girls.

make a wish ~ make a wish ~

then wed , LADIES NIGHT. haha. i work the whole night till 830. cabbed home and clubbed with the ppl, LAST LADIES NIGHT WITH HAIR FOR THEM. 1 hour of slp and im off to GENTING !!!

goodluck in spotting the guys who went tgt !

i had hell lots of fun in genting. i try to slp as lil as i could :p

we clubbed again in genting on the first night !

HAHA. as if to say we didnt club enough. but we were just exploring (:

the guysssssss

WE LOVE THIS !

kay , im lazy to upload. everything in facebooooook.

after i came back, we had a farewell gathering for nx who is furthering his studies abroad. and that lasted till 4 in the morning. i practically slept my sunday off. and when i woke, boy was left with an hour or so with me before booking in. ): but i had a fulfilling week.

yeah we played monopoly ! haha

the ppl who went. saw my weelee ?!?! hahah

and i worked hard the whole weekdays.

i rmb one of the days i met up wiht jayden to have a farewell dinner, no actually not. its to change my shorts. HAHAHA.

haha they pretended how they will look like when they have their hair bald !

and another day i went for my dental. right now i have to rely on this thing -.-

rubber bandssssssss.

i went to drink at some pub/club called neverland with some great buddies of mine on a friday night.

just part of it. drink drank drunk !

WHY THEY BRING ME TO SUCHA PLACE. wiht thai girls dancing on stage all this ! LOL

i meet up with boy on sat, 10 oct ! was suppose to go picnic , but it was raining ! boo at it. i WOKE EARLY FOR MY PICNIC !! alright then at night we went msia ! to have supper with friends and night rounding.

thanks baby for this ! hehhehe

a feast in msia. hehehe still have more but im just too bz eating

and i hate sunday, cuz its farewell day. the time spent was never enough. but sunday, i have ethan to company me !

busy messing up things

guess what hes doing ?

GOALLLLLLLLLL ! hahah

farewell to my friends. my msn contact list looks very empty right now. most of them in ns !

i miss weelee the most ! ):

oh man , i hadnt have the time to grab my pics in fb. too many also. argh messy room, messy files. ALRIGHT I NEED SLP. GOODNIGHT. finally, higher pay this mth. argh.

new toy ; obsessed with little big planet !

its karma. when you’re nice, people will be nice too.