6 Dec
<3
(:
bf never fails to fulfil my cravings. and i have cute lil ethan the whole day today. but still, i hate sunday cuz its book in day and work resumes tml. sucks.
and am excited to meet the girls i hadnt seen for quite some time next next week. geez. thats total love.
dont use excuses to cover up. i know it. i only decided to keep my mouth shut.
26 Nov
dont lose yourself.
i woke early today, a sudden wake.
i think maybe in my mind tells me i should go work early, finish the job and end early so that i can meet louistoh. or maybe its the stress acting up on me.
i keep having this “dont lose yourself” phrase in my mind for the whole time i’ve been awake. i have no idea why. and i link it to many things. random random.
i love daddy & mummy. i feel infillial. damn. )’:
and i feel i sucked as a friend. (N)
24 Nov
simplicity
i realise how long i abandon here. and i realise, the older i grew the more brief my blog post were and the longer i will take to update my blog.
several of my weekends lots of it are filled with lots of loves by boyf. am very touched by his gesture all the time though we might quarrel real badly, but we know we love one another deeep deep. never be mad with each other till you forget why you love them.
he forced me to eat gelare last week !
13 Nov
something for future.
i still thinks this is the best grp photo ever and i love this pic very very much
i’ve paid the upfront course fee today ! am in heavy debts , but i am very positive of my future. ((: but not yet confirm i get in yet, need wait 2 weeks !
i went dental the other day, and i have <1k to paid for. am glad.haha. still couldnt believe i’ve paid them all by myself. including many other expenses. i deserve a pat on my shoulder ! woohoo.
went for a litttttttttle really littttle shopping with lyun today after paying the fees. bought something for mum. when i gave it to her she was smiling from ear to ear. 
another thing, some buttons fall off my skirt. wanted to sew. end up mum helped me. (: me love her long time. and i helped her to put the thread into the needle.
and she said ,
“like how i used to help grandma to put in the thread when im young.”
awww. its like someday when i grow old and say the same thing too. grandma isnt ard for quite some time already but i bet mum missed her all the time. she did mention about her every now and then. ):
10 Nov
Hmmm?
I wonder y so little of my friends are using Twitter! I’m blogging using my itouch now. I got lots of gd and bad news but the bad have bigger impacts so Im kinda nt in a v gd mood sigh. Alright need to go will blog agn. Gn world. I need my friends this very moment……………
4 Nov
i see hits everyday, whos viewing it?
sometimes I wonder whos viewing my blog.
kay, randomness.
what goes ard comes ard
am really happy at genting tho
2 Nov
fate brought everyone together.
was reading the horoscope and discussing with yunyun. we were totally shocked with the things that were mentioned.
but somehow, it come to pieces that our life was written long ago. we were all discovering it right now. and of all people, i met all of you , the people in my life. be it how little we talked, how much we hang out together , fate simply brought us together.
from astrologyzone,
As November opens, you may feel a new sense of peace. Saturn has officially left Virgo, and although this tough love planet will be back in April for a 14-week stint, you will now enjoy a newfound sense of confidence and strength. You should feel proud, dear Virgo. You’ve walked the gauntlet and met many challenges. You may have suffered health difficulties, relationship nightmares, and a whole range of other situations you probably never thought you would have to face.
if you really know me, if you really knows whats really had gone thru, you will really know my life have been hell for the past few mthssssssss. i may seems normal but aint not aint not ! but now i see this. im feeling relieved. hahah.
