something for future.

i still thinks this is the best grp photo ever and i love this pic very very much

i’ve paid the upfront course fee today ! am in heavy debts , but i am very positive of my future. ((: but not yet confirm i get in yet, need wait 2 weeks !

i went dental the other day, and i have <1k to paid for. am glad.haha. still couldnt believe i’ve paid them all by myself. including many other expenses. i deserve a pat on my shoulder ! woohoo.

went for a litttttttttle really littttle shopping with lyun today after paying the fees. bought something for mum. when i gave it to her she was smiling from ear to ear.

another thing, some buttons fall off my skirt. wanted to sew. end up mum helped me. (: me love her long time. and i helped her to put the thread into the needle.

and she said ,

“like how i used to help grandma to put in the thread when im young.”

awww. its like someday when i grow old and say the same thing too. grandma isnt ard for quite some time already but i bet mum missed her all the time. she did mention about her every now and then. ):

Hmmm?

I wonder y so little of my friends are using Twitter! I’m blogging using my itouch now. I got lots of gd and bad news but the bad have bigger impacts so Im kinda nt in a v gd mood sigh. Alright need to go will blog agn. Gn world. I need my friends this very moment……………

i see hits everyday, whos viewing it?

sometimes I wonder whos viewing my blog.

kay, randomness.

what goes ard comes ard

am really happy at genting tho

fate brought everyone together.

was reading the horoscope and discussing with yunyun. we were totally shocked with the things that were mentioned.

but somehow, it come to pieces that our life was written long ago. we were all discovering it right now. and of all people, i met all of you , the people in my life. be it how little we talked, how much we hang out together , fate simply brought us together.

from astrologyzone,

As November opens, you may feel a new sense of peace. Saturn has officially left Virgo, and although this tough love planet will be back in April for a 14-week stint, you will now enjoy a newfound sense of confidence and strength. You should feel proud, dear Virgo. You’ve walked the gauntlet and met many challenges. You may have suffered health difficulties, relationship nightmares, and a whole range of other situations you probably never thought you would have to face.

 

if you really know me, if you really knows whats really had gone thru, you will really know my life have been hell for the past few mthssssssss. i may seems normal but aint not aint not ! but now i see this. im feeling relieved. hahah.

everyone listen up yo.

i’ve read a few mags saying the same thg.

 

“our moods  are influenced by those around us” – a study by Harvard.

 

so people should start smiling yeah. be happy so that people around you could ‘absorb’ those happiness !

 

 

 

waving white flag ~

finally, after much tolerating i waved my first white flag.

maybe i wasnt that competent, am really that stupid and is a damn slow learner.

argh. i got a huge dressing down, with lots of insulting words and i feel i definitely DONT DESERVE THAT. and that makes me , determined and stronger i’ll make sure i prove them wrong.

i doubt any of us could tolerate in this sort of environment not to say even to stay for so long. argh.

i even went back to work on sat, just so that i could have my peace and really fully understand. work smart , and not always necessary work hard. bet im working hard and not working smart. ):

damn, i miss boy. i had hell lots of fun on sat !

my bfs. (bestf and boyf)

why bother buying a club in a hotel when you could just buy a hotel ? – chuck bass

gossip girls ! xoxo. me love this phrase.  have been circulating in my brain for quite some time. if only i am THAT rich. haha. but like L says, when u envy , u will tend to work towards it. yeah AM WORKING TOWARDS IT ! hehheeh kay i know i am still far from it.

 

but that doesnt means i couldnt , i read an article about this guy, damn i forget his name who right now own lambo , bmw and one car i forget which. starts from scratchhhhhhhhhhh. alright ? so it doesnt means right now i am far from it i wun get it.

 

dont look down !

time flies these few weeks

i know its damn dead. im just too busy to update. but here it goes !

“when you envy others, you tend to work towards it “
L

firstly, it was my birthday, then a week later it’s jocelyn’s. after that was our genting trip. also countless shoppings,movies and clubsss in between.

oh did i mention, boy and his family gave me a surprise ! hehe its so heartwarming.

argh, am 20 now

thanks for the wishes, the presents and the loves.

till then !

will blog tml ! my camera isnt with meeeeeee. in the meantime, follow my twitter ! (:

a busy friday

uh huh. bzbzbz its good. i love being bz. and i will see boy in less than like 24 hours? im totally counting down.

i feel i found myself. who i wanna b. how i wanna b. its only when im alone , i really stopped and thinked. this past few mths have pass by so quickly i couldnt breathe at all.

damn, im missing him badly. and since he says i dun bake for him(i love too look at cookbooks) i did a demo ytd ! hahah an easy snack ! gonna bring for him when i go and fetch him hehehe.

alright im typing now cause…IM TOTALLY BORED AND THE TIME IS REALLY CRAWLING FOR ME SINCE LUNCH TIME.